I hate thinking about the future. I mean I like to know that things are going to be fine and plan ahead for stuff, but I don't want to sit and plan this whole life out and have nothing turn out the way I want it. I also feel that I'd lose the spontaneity of life if I think to hard about the future. What do I want? I want to be happy. I want to find someone else who loves me and shares my dreams and passions. I want someone who loves me at my worst, not just my best. I want to marry that person. I want to have babies with that person. I want to live in a house. I want to be working at a place I love and have all my heart in. But before all of that, I want to travel and soak in the world around me, before I become too old and too tied down and I can no longer do that. But I also need to be real, I may never get married, heck I might just stay single forever. I may never find my dream job. I may never have babies of my own or own a house. Life is amazing and it surprises us when we least expect it. Keeps us on our toes and when we get too comfortable in it, it throws us a curveball and asks us how we would take that situation. I want my future to be what it is going to be. No matter how planned or unplanned it is. I leave that up to God to guide my steps.
Peace&Love
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