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Saturday, November 14, 2015

Realities of Being Sick and Other Things

I feel like I have been terminally sick for the past nearly 2 months, with something. As soon as I get rid of one illness, I'm carrying another. Sad face. #itsthetimeoftheyear. On top of just general colds and asthma attacks, I've also been dealing with serious pain in/around my uterus. Which could be a variety of things and of course I've jumped to a lot of conclusions on what they all could be. Luckily, I have a doctor's appointment coming up next week, that hopefully will start to give me some answers. But in the mean time, when I'm not working crazy hours, I'm trying to make sure I'm resting. On top of all of that, I live in a house, where the girl who owns it, is doing some remodeling, taking down walls and putting in hardwood floors, you know typical stuff. However, with my current health situation, it is probably not the most ideal. Besides that, I feel that my life is kind of turned upside down and will be for the next month or two. Obviously something I can clearly handle, but something I really just don't want too, with the weather being colder and having nothing to do to get out of the house. I also just don't like having my established routine upset because it takes me awhile to adjust accordingly. With that being said, and not the only reason either, I have begun looking for another place to live. Not that I don't like Kelly or Caitlin, but there comes a point where it is too much and I do need that independence back. I like being able to come and go as I please, to where I please without having to tell anyone. I'm glad people care enough to know, but sometimes I just want to go, or I just want to be alone. I just need to make sure my financial affairs are in order. The old job hunt hasn't stopped either and because I'm currently not finding anything, I'm thinking of just doing a part time job for now and hopefully that will open new doors for me. If not going back to school to get my Master's has been in serious thought. 

Peace&Love
~L

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