I dont like to talk about myself in a pitying manner. You know how you have those days where you hate the world and the world seems to hate you right back? Im having one of those days or mini phases of life. I cant complain because most everything in my life is good. Days are going to suck and that I know. But recently I feel that Im being attacked by those I call my friends and those that I thought were there for me. I feel overly cautious these days about who I can trust. Its very hard for me as it is to trust anyone and I dont just divulge all this information about myself to anyone. Im having issues with people at work and the attitudes they are showing me and at times being their boss I have to choose my words wisely and try to make sure Im doing the right thing. I also am having trouble with my living situation. Both of the girls are nice people, but I feel my friend is slowly pushing me away and she has this attitude where she can do no wrong and that is starting to wear on me. I dont like people who behave that way. Then she is very good at personally attacking me in front of others or completely ignoring me. She has never acted this way prior to the other girl moving in and Im not entirely sure where it is coming from. Her and the new girl are constantly doing stuff together and forgetting about me. Either that or I feel obligated to always do stuff with them. I need that alone time and down time without being questioned. I also dont want to bring something up because I dont want to start drama or confrontation. I know things wont get better if I dont say something. Its just a rough patch that hopefully will sort itself out soon.
Peace&Love
-l
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