For starters, I'm sorry for not posting as often as I would like to. Life as always has gotten the best of me. I feel I barely share anything anymore and that is the complete opposite of the point of this blog and being real with you guys. I believe it is so hard for me to post, not only because I'm busy ALL day and the last thing I want to do at 8 at night is write a pointless post, but because everything has become complacent. I'm doing nothing new or exciting or out of the ordinary. It has become just the same cycle day in and day out. Nothing changes. I've come to that point again...many of you who move frequently or travel frequently know what I mean...the itch to explore and do something crazy and fun. Like pick up and move across country without any idea as to where or how you will make it, but somehow in the end it always works itself out. That's kind of where I'm at. There has been so much shit and drama at work and I believe that I work my ass off everyday and get nothing in return for it. I see others who don't work as hard as me get offers to do more things to add to their list of accomplishments. It makes no sense and its something I guess I can't seem to understand or fix. I understand not everyone is going to like everyone, but no one here seems to like me. But that my friends, is not something I want to waste my breath over. As much as it hurts me that I'm not invited to work functions, or asked to help out with different things around the center, sitting here complaining about it, doesn't help. It just means it is time for a change.
Now due to my lack of keeping you informed...I must tell you of my first ever court experience. I got pulled over about a month ago for speeding. I have been pulled over many times and not once have I gotten a ticket. I'm not sure how I managed to weasel my way out of them, but it happened. Then it finally happened. I was excessively speeding and to make a long story short, the cop thought I had attitude and didn't believe the women on my license was me and for a few split seconds I thought I was going to jail and therefore he handed me a ticket. I had a $90 fine which in the grand scheme of things wasn't bad, but I had 4 points go on my license. I went to court yesterday to try and reduce my points and after standing in line for about 30 minutes it all happened in a blink of an eye...nothing changed. Judge found me guilty told me I had to pay the fine in full in 60 days and my points would remain. Seriously? I didn't even get to state my case. I guess I'm a criminal now. Haha. No it just means I really need to watch my speeds because I only need to get to 12 before my license is suspended.
Here's to slowing down a bit both in my car and life.
Peace&Love
~L
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