On Hiatus

Sorry for the long time off, trust me it is probably not the only time in the next few weeks will be gone for a long period of time. As you can see I have my own space now a .com! I'm trying to seriously figure out how to get a better looking blog and perhaps get it off of blogger. Don't get me wrong I love blogger, and the free hosting, but as of recently, I've had too many problems to count. It's definitely time for a change around here. I'm ready to take this to the next level. But I'm about as clueless as they come for what I need to do next. I've got my domain name. Now I'm stuck. I'm reading up on things as much as possible, but sometimes the good ol' internets doesn't help me. Anyone have suggestions? I'm in dire need of them.


I don't even know where to start with what has happened in the past month. I thought that this year was going to be a good one, and we all know how well that started off. The hits just kept on coming. There is one major thing that happened, that I'm not quite ready to share or go into detail, since it breaks my heart to think about it, or say it. I'm not ready to breach that topic and I'm not ready for that chapter of my life to be over. So that has got me stressed and sad. Work has been harder. It gets more difficult everyday, mainly because I don't want to be there anymore. We are still in winter around here. Thankfully there is not much snow left, but it is freezing cold. That certainly doesn't make anything better. Especially on weekends, being cooped up inside constantly being forced to think about everything. I've also been toying with the idea of moving on my own. As much as I probably can't afford that right now, I need the time away from other people. I live with a pretty much married couple, which is alright, but I feel awkward 90% of the time and they feel more like parents, questioning where I'm going. I just want to be able to leave and come as I choose to.


I don't want you to think that all of it has been bad the past month, because it hasn't. I got 'promoted' if you will at work, to opening manager. So I get to be boss for about an hour. No raise though. I also am doing Learning Adventures, which is an extra curriculum for students to have more one on one focus. I also went to the St. Patty's Day Parade with Kelly in MKE, which was a lot of fun. Lots of people, cold weather, but good company. I know nothing terribly exciting, but its hard when my close friends aren't around or have their own lives.


This is probably my only post for awhile, while I get this whole blog thing set and going!


Help is always welcome!


Peace&Love
~L