No musings for you today sorry. I've had a rather dull weekend or weird depending on how you look at it. I had a rather rough time with the boy. I know our relationship isn't perfect and we are going to have many more days like this between us. I just felt he was distant and trying to push me away. I think I just overanalyzed it all. I know he probably wanted a little bit of space from his crazy Friday night out with his best friend. Things were just awkward between us then and I did a lot of thinking and a lot of crying, not in front of him of course. I talked to my most trusted girlfriends and asked for their advice and they said the same thing, all relationships are going to have some bumps and you aren't always going to say sweet little nothings to each other. But we see how you to interact and we can tell you love each other a lot. I do love him a lot and I know he knows that. I believe that he loves me back as well, but it just seemed as if I was in his way or interfering and he would rather have been just left alone. You do have to take the good with the bad. And learn and grow from each other. Most of all listen and communicate with each other. Have open lines of communication and I don't think you can fail. Although, I know thats a lot easier said than done all the time, especially when you aren't living with that person. I don't demand perfection from him, I just want his kindness and love.
Peace&Love
~L
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